Telluride

"So high up on that mountain, I thought we'd never come down 
It was a dream we were living in 
And I was the happiest I'd ever been in 


...In her eyes, my world came so alive"

number nine

...You're beautiful.
Nothing has ever sounded so perfect...

Happy :)

I am happy with life right now and can positively say this is where I need to be at this point in my life.  Living at home is not my ideal situation, but I'll take it.  I have a job, hopefully for the rest of the school year, I'm applying to new jobs for next year, I'm meeting new friends and get to see my "old" friends more often....life is good.  My happiness depends on me right now (for the most part).  I'm not more happy or upset because of a guy.  I'll be upset if I don't get a job but I know I can sub, not ideal, but a job.

I know when the time is right the greatest guy will be placed in my life, but that's not right now.  And I know when that comes my life will be filled with even more happiness.

Life is good! And God is good! :)

Oh, and of course I get to see those beautiful little girls more, and save up for the trip I so desperately want to take Nichole on.

I have so much I want/need to do and can't motivate myself...

-i have about 10 jobs to apply for.
-my room is a disaster...I need to get throw so much away and unpack everything.
-i need to start working out and stop eating ice cream! :P

life is falling into place in some aspects, but i still have all this hanging over my head and will even better about everything when these start happening.

i do love where i'm working right now.  people are so nice and i have so many old/lost and reconnected connections.  it's like walking down memory lane, it's great! :)

Questions...

(I'm too tired to answer these right now, but I thought it'd be fun for tomorrow, if I remember). 

-what are your top three qualities you look for in a friend?
         ~Trust
        ~Honesty
        ~Someone that similar views to me and makes me a better person.
-what is your favorite sound?
       ~The sound of bball shoes on a gym floor.
      ~The sound of little girls running down the hall :)

-what makes you feel secure?
      ~That's tough...My house maybe.  I wish I had a guy to say he does, some day! 

-what’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next year?
      ~Find a full time job! 

-what was the most defining moment in your life in the past year?
      ~Moving back home.  I finally stuck up for myself and what I wanted.  The dreams are endless right now! :)

-in one sentence, how would you describe your relationship with your mother? your father? siblings?
       ~Mother-We get along and talk about a lot, but nothing super personal!
      ~Father-We share a love of sports and get along great.
      ~Siblings-I will always wish there was something more between us...always.

-what’s something new you recently learned about yourself?
      ~I can stand up for myself and I want I want. 

-what would make you feel embarrassed in public?
       ~Tripping in front of a big crowd. 

-what color dominates your wardrobe?
       ~Black and blue.

-what was your greatest disappointment in life?
         ~The summer after graduation...enough said. 

-what are you really bad at?
        ~Keeping my room clean! 

-what would you like to forgive and forget?
       ~Not really sure...

-what type of person angers you the most?
      ~People that pretend they know themselves but seem so lost and follow others. 

-what is your biggest pet peeve?
     ~People turning but don't use a blinker when in front of me.  Semi's in the left lane.

-what do you regret the most?
       ~Not going to school in MN. 

-what is the first thought that usually crosses your mind when you open your eyes in the morning?
       ~What time is it?

"Sometimes we’re strong, sometimes we’re weak; sometimes we’re hurt
It cuts deep"

              -R. Dunn