Monday, May 23, 2011

Who are you??

This randomly came to my mind while driving, but what is most important for people to know about you?  If you had 5 minutes with someone, what would you want them to know about you?

-i am a christian, but not one that likes to talk about faith and God much, it's more of a private thing for me.
-i am a vegetarian and happy about that, it makes me different.
-i hate the bar scene and all it has to offer (or lack there of).  the loudness, the alcohol, the trashiness of it, blah blah blah.
-i am a dog lover.  i would love to open a rescue shelter on a large farm.
-my dream job would be a labor and delivery nurse.  there is nothing more amazing the process of a new life being brought into the world! :)
-on that same note, i can't wait to be pregnant, but i also have to be married first.
-i'm a hopeless romantic.
-my sister and brother are adopted and their lives have impacted me more than anything else in life.
-i'm a rule follower.
-i'm honest and wear my heart on my sleeve...i can't lie.

Those are the big things...i'm pretty happy with the person i am. :)

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

F life sometimes

Life can be so fun and awarding sometimes and the next day it can be a big fucking bitch! The past 2 days have been that for me.

I was not asked to coach summer softball, and instead 2 dads are going to be doing it which pisses me off so much I can't even explain.  I just want to cry thinking about it...and I have.  But I don't want to.  It hurts that it happened and I don't understand why, but at the same time I can't talk to them about it, it's so raw and painful.

My poor doggy is sick...again.  I just wish we could find some answers to it.  I don't like seeing her like this.

A simple text from a certain someone earlier in the day just asking how I was doing after last night would have helped a great deal as well.  But it is what it is...