I feel so behind in relationships compared to my friends. I am such a hopeless romantic and always thought I'd get married young, but I seem to be one of the last.
I have 1 friend that's married, 4 friends that are engaged, one that is living with her boyfriend of 2 years and ring is expected soon (I'm sure), one that got back together with an ex and is happier than ever, and 2 that are just starting a new relationship with feelings that are so real and they are so incredibly happy. Don't get me wrong, I am so incredibly happy for all of them and support them in every way...truly. I love them all and think all of their men are great guys and right for them (although I have not met one, he seems great for and to her).
When will it be my turn? Maybe when I stop talking to my ex and going to Vegas with him? Haha...I know everything happens for a reason and this is just another curve in the road. Am I stupid for going on this trip? Maybe, but I won't know til after it's said in done. I don't have feelings for him at this point, so if it's totally not right, I have nothing to lose. I know one day it will be my turn and I truly can't wait to find that guy, who ever it may be. I will be treated amazing and live my happily ever after, one day, hopefully sooner rather than later....
